This is me.... i constantly feel like i have to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders... like i have to fix everything... do everything... and i;m constantly being mocked with the fact that i cannt always do everything....that by doing one thing i can;t do another.... that i am limited... constantly bound by the skin im in... by the body im in.... i feel like i am bigger then my body.... and for some reason it is hard for me to accept that this... that as big as my spirit is... as big as my dreams and hopes are.... i do have limits....and although i reach for the starts... sometimes i can only goes has high as my arms will reach... why is it soo hard to accept what i already noe... i'm good with acceptance.... i guess i can accept the things that are out of my control.. out of my reach... but when it feels like i cann do something.. or that its so close inn my reach.. i cant accept letting go... i cant accept what i see and i i have to go on how i feel....Oprah says that you can have it all... u just cant have it all at once... but sometimes i wonder can i really ever have it all..??/
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